Chapter 142

　　Tabitha's POV 　　I smiled when I heard Derek's words. Seeing him frown, I knew my smile must have been very ironic. 　　I broke his fingers one by one. "Alpha Derek, I've never asked you for anything. That so-called position of the Black Thorn Pack's Luna? Now that I've let go, it means nothing to me." 　　His eyes flickered while I continued extremely calmly, "You know, in the past, I thought you were the best thing that happened to me, and nothing in this world beat the second you smiled at me. But when I walked alone with a tired body, I realized that I was wrong. In fact, everything in this world is better than you." 　　I gently raised my hand and used my slender fingers to gently caress his face in front of me that I had once loved with all my heart. 　　"Derek, to say that I've already forgotten you completely would be a lie. I still have feelings for you, and perhaps I still will for a long time. You'll still affect my mood. But ... I'm running outta energy to think about you." 　　I pl