  &quot;My name is Amanda&quot; She says her voice cold and void of emotion.
      I jerk my hand back pushing her away, she laughs sadistically, her eyes brightening while I stood there confused.
      &quot;You said you don't have a name&quot;
      &quot;I have a name,everyone has a name. Though Rieka prefers her new name, she hated when they called her 46, hated that I had been named by the Moon goddess while she was just a number, another reminder of what they put us through&quot;
      &quot;You're unhinged, you need help&quot; I tell her, stepping back. I didn't like the way she looked at me, the glint in her eyes.
      &quot;Like you can talk, you sadistic fuck. You're just like them, just like him. You think you were cursed with a second chance, fuck we were cursed too. I had hope for you though, hope that maybe she could find happiness with you, that once we got her back we wo

  Ryker pov
      I left her with Tyson and Ace, my head was swimming, I couldn't understand what was going on with her. Nothing made sense. The first thing I did was ring Lily as I walked to my office, she assured me she would be down first thing tomorrow.
      Walking into my office, I mindlink Zane to meet me. Every second felt like hours as I waited in my office, I grabbed the bottle of scotch and poured a glass downing a mouthful. Feeling it burn all the way to my stomach as it warmed me, anything to get rid of this cold feeling that had settled over. I felt ill, my mate has a kid. She has a kid with someone else and I didn't know if that crushed me or angered me. Yet all I could think about was getting her back, she was a piece of my mate. Piece that broke her and that realisation made me believe that if I could get her back for her, maybe she would forgive me.
      Maybe I could

  Ryker POV
      I groaned feeling like I just had the life sucked right out of me, my chest felt heavy as I opened my eyes. I looked at the ceiling coming into focus when I realised what she did, realised I was still on the floor in Tyson s room.
      &quot;She fucking drained us&quot; I tell my wolf who I could feel was quite sluggish too.
      I try to sit up when I realise a weight on me. My hand goes to my chest when I feel tingles spread over my palm and I laugh. She marked me, silly wolf. I thought dreamily.
      Sitting up, I pick her up stumbling into the wall behind me as I find my feet. Reika passed out still in my arms and I inhaled her scent.
      &quot;She didn t realise once she marked us, she is tethered to us&quot; My wolf chuckles at her. If she knew I highly doubted she would have drained us while marking us, if she knew it would knock her out too.
      &quot;Mar

&quot;My name is Amanda&quot; She says her voice cold and void of emotion.
      I jerk my hand back pushing her away, she laughs sadistically, her eyes brightening while I stood there confused.
      &quot;You said you don't have a name&quot;
      &quot;I have a name,everyone has a name. Though Rieka prefers her new name, she hated when they called her 46, hated that I had been named by the Moon goddess while she was just a number, another reminder of what they put us through&quot;
      &quot;You're unhinged, you need help&quot; I tell her, stepping back. I didn't like the way she looked at me, the glint in her eyes.
      &quot;Like you can talk, you sadistic fuck. You're just like them, just like him. You think you were cursed with a second chance, fuck we were cursed too. I had hope for you though, hope that maybe she could find happiness with you, that once we got her back we would be able to find peace in this miserable world&quot;
      &quot;What are you talking about?&

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