Chapter 14

Arianna Eyes closed I stood reeling in darkness. My heart was pounding and my knees jellied as I kissed him. I bit his bottom lip and ran my tongue across it easing my way inside his mouth. When I opened my eyes Allen was gazing down at me with a mixture of several feelings in his eyes, a combination of love, fear, pain and most of all confusion. I knew I was doing something very ridiculous but wasn't able to understand what these novel, unacquainted feelings are. I did not feel this for any man previously in my life, not even to Robert. Kudos to me, I wasn't able to mask those abstruse emotions I felt for him because he said and did the most provocative things to me without even touching me. He was attracted to me and I knew I was too but he wouldn't admit it and I realize that was for my own good. I am somebody else's....Though the advent of Allen Rodriguez in my life was in the most unfavourable circumstances, I do not regret marrying him, the fact is confirmed. Lacing my hands a