Chapter 8 What do I feel about Jamie (Claus Kenneth Point of View)

That day I found that Jamie is my mate,I can’t deny that I was shocked. I refuse to take the fact that the Moon Goddess gave me a mate like Jamie, who’s weak and tinny. She is the last person that I want to be mate with. The mate in dream is supposed to be a tall and strong woman. Someone I can spend my rest of my life with. Everyone hate her,no one accept her. Now I have to be the one who have to do that. Besides, my best friend James, even her own brother hate her, two. Because she is the cause of their parents’ s death. They died to protect Jamie, who was told to not leave the house but didn’t. Her parents got killed by those rouges to protect Jamie. I tried to not to talk to Jamie after that. I tried to avoid problems. But it failed. Jamie is my mate. I could never escaped from that. I remember the day I rejected her in public. She looks ashamed, but there’s nothing I can do. I have to be disconnect with my mate. I got my own karma. Claus never spoke to me after that day. He only shows up if its a matter of life or death. I know he blame me for rejecting our mate, which leads to Jamie leave our pack.I feel lost for these two years. Claus is my best pal. Without his help, I can’t manage to handle a pack well.That’s why I asked Rick’s Beast Claus to help me train our pack. But it really surprise me that Jamie is one of the members of their team. That day, when I saw Jamie. She is stunning and strong. She really turns up to be my dream mate. But after what I have done, I have no guts to be mate with her. I feel I don’t deserve her. As the time we saw Jamie, I can feel that Claus want me to talk to her. As a matter of fact, Claus wants to talk to Kay. “ You are stupid. You’re the reason why I lost my mate.” Claus said. Although Claus is blaming me, I am still happy. Because for the past two years, this is the first time he talk me. “I am sorry. Claus, but there’s nothing I can do.” “Seriously? Nothing? You can apologize to her. But you didn’t. You kept fucking other girls. You know how much pain that will cause to our mate.” “OK, Claus, what do you want me to do? I am on your command now.” “Let’s go mate with Jamie Kay.” “No way. You see what happened earlier. Jamie is angry. BTW, the man next to her always block her. I don’t like how close he is with Jamie.” “Me, too.” As I am thinking about what I should do to win Jamie back. James came into my room. “ Hi, alpha, now Jamie is back. We both did something bad to her. Especially me, as her family in blood. I ignored her, let others bully her. I feel so bad. And you...” “James, you can say I reject her. I know you blame me for that. You are my best friend. I know deeply in your heart, you still love Luna. I don’t want to be like what we’re now. We have to make Luna back to our pack.” Suddenly, Sandy came into my office, “ Alpha, Beta, you have to go, Jamie and Julie are fighting on the court. Fuck, Jamie is so strong now, God knows what she would do. I don’t want everyone hates her more for hurting Julie. As we got the spot. I can see Jamie is breaking Julie’s arm. She screamed for help, looking like in real pain. I pulled Julie on my back and stopped Jamie. I can see how furious Jamie is. Her eyes are glowing, but the color stay the same. Jamie is a special female werewolf. She is the only werewolf I know whose eyes don’t change color when their wolf side in control. “Kneel.” A strong voice said. I know that’s Kay. I can feel Claus is so excited now. All of sudden, all wolves kneel now except me. “You want to save your whore, Kenneth?”