Chapter 7 The haunting past

"Sandy, leave us for a moment. I just need a few words with Jamie." Kenneth said when he entered inside my room. “OK alpha. Jamie.I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” There’s a moment of silence after Sandy left my room. I wonder what he want to talk me. “You look different, Jamie. I mean, good different,like, beautiful.”Kenneth said to me. Although these days, I heard many people said I am pretty, his words still touches me. “Thanks.” “Who’s the man with you today, you two look very close.” “Marico is the beta of my pack.We’re friends.” “You know, Jamie. I don’t really like your expression. You said it like you belong to their pack.” “What do you mean?” “I am your alpha and I always will be. You have to respect in me.” Kenneth still argue. "Are you kidding me? My alpha. The time you reject me, the time when I decided to leave. You are no longer my Alpha. I don’t have to respect you or anyone else in this pack. Rick is my alpha. He knows how to be alpha. The only reason I decide to come back here is that I was assigned by Rick to train your weak pack." I said. “Why do you have to be such rude?’ "Rude? You said I am rude. How dare you call me rude. Comparing to you, I am such a role model. Do you know why I have to leave? You are the only reason.Kenneth Claus.” "I just reject you, but I didn’t tell you to leave. Don’t blame me for your stupid choice. " “You really open my mind, Kenneth. You just show me how cold a person can be. After you reject me, what make you think I can still stay in this pack? Do you think I lack of the reason for people to judge me? Leaving the Full Moon pack is not stupid. It is the most wise choice I have ever made.” "Well, have you ever thought about what people will think of me when they found out that you were my mate? They would laugh at me. You’re a nobody back there. They hate you because of what happened to your parents. James avoided you and so the others. Do you understand that?" In my whole life, I heard so many times that others blame the death of my parents on me. I hate every time when people said so. "Fuck you, Kenneth. Fuck you and you fucking ego. You think you are better than anyone else. You call yourself an Alpha. Look at your pack. Look how weak you are. I am so glad that I leave this pack!” "Jamie? Alpha Kenneth what are you fighting about?" Marico asked. I am so ‘devoted’ myself into the stupid fight that I didn’t even realize Marico was on the door, "Can you give us for a minute Beta? Jamie and I just have a lot to discuss.” Kenneth said. "It looks like you are not discussing but arguing.You can continue after the meeting. You see, everyone’s been waiting for you down there. Imagine what will happen if they hear you fighting. Marico comforted us. Kenneth left the room. "Jamie, he's the alpha here. You should respect him more. Just calm down for a moment. We should show them that we are a better and civilized pack.” Marico said to me. “Since we will stay here for a while, I will take your suggestions.” “ OK. Then Good night. It will be a tiring day tomorrow.” I checked my door to make sure no one will come in. “Hey, Jamie, you know, you don’t have to be that mean to Kenneth.”Kay said to me. “ Don’t tell me you are on his team,now.” “ I am always on our team, Jamie. You know ,it’s just Claus is my mate just like you are Kenneth. I can feel he is pain when he hear your words.” “You want to talk about the pain? Why don’t you think about how much we pain every time he is intimate with another girl?” Kay didn’t say anything. I know she cares about his mate. But what I care know is how to make him feel twice pain.