  ~ Ryan ~
      &quot;RAYN..&quot; All I could hear was Chris s voice as I felt a sharp pain against my chest. I slightly turned my head and looked at his face but I couldn t see him clearly because I fell down from the cliff.
      I fucking got shot and fear took over me. I didn t want to die, Julianna is waiting for me and also both Noel and Raylie. Fuck.. I can t leave them. That was the only thing that ran through my head. I fell into the water and I found myself going to suffocate because of the pain in my chest and at the same time I was in the water.
      I closed my eyes wanting to give up and let it be but NO… My mind was filled with her smile and the way she asked me to come back. I m fucking going back. My eyes snapped open and I pressed one hand on my chest and started to swim. It was the most painful physical I ve ever endured in my life but for her and my children I shou

  &quot;Please go with me mom. I missed you… I missed you ever since I was a kid. You even came and helped me to take this bullet out&quot; He eyes turned moist as she looked at me. Then she bit her lower lips and shook her head.
      &quot;I didn t help Ryan, it was you who took it out on your own. I m not even real. I love you so much my son, you were everything to me. I love Reishan too. Tell him I m sorry and tell him that I m happy because he never forgot our memories. Go now… there are so many wolves here&quot; Her tears rolled down as she said those things. Then she smiled at and pointed in the direction while her other hand was caressing her belly.
      &quot;I love you mom. I love him too. Take care of yourself&quot; I smiled at her and said as she nodded at me with the most beautiful smile on her face. With that I grabbed my jacket and dagger as I walked away from her. I walk

  A shudder ran through my body as I heard his angry voice. I forcefully smiled at him and got up from the bed but soon after I was pulled back into the bed by a strong arm.
      &quot;Speak&quot; Ryan grabbed me from my chin and raised my face to look at him. I bit my lower lip and watched his fury filled eyes for a while before smiling at him.
      &quot;I accidentally cut it while cutting vegetables, it s healed now.&quot; I raised my one hand and caressed his face. I acted calm but in the deep inside of me I was shivering from fear.
      &quot;Ha.. when did you learn to lie to me huh? Am I a fucking fool to you? You clearly cut your wrist Julianna. What the hell was that?&quot; Why is he shouting at me? Suddenly my heart covered with a bitter feeling and I looked away from him as my eyes turned wet.
      &quot;Let go&quot; I pushed him away and got up from the bed but again he gr

~ Ryan ~
      &quot;RAYN..&quot; All I could hear was Chris s voice as I felt a sharp pain against my chest. I slightly turned my head and looked at his face but I couldn t see him clearly because I fell down from the cliff.
      I fucking got shot and fear took over me. I didn t want to die, Julianna is waiting for me and also both Noel and Raylie. Fuck.. I can t leave them. That was the only thing that ran through my head. I fell into the water and I found myself going to suffocate because of the pain in my chest and at the same time I was in the water.
      I closed my eyes wanting to give up and let it be but NO… My mind was filled with her smile and the way she asked me to come back. I m fucking going back. My eyes snapped open and I pressed one hand on my chest and started to swim. It was the most painful physical I ve ever endured in my life but for her and my children I should stay alive.
      Finally I slowly came out of the river. As soon as I fell on the sand ground 

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