  &quot;Please go with me mom. I missed you… I missed you ever since I was a kid. You even came and helped me to take this bullet out&quot; He eyes turned moist as she looked at me. Then she bit her lower lips and shook her head.
      &quot;I didn t help Ryan, it was you who took it out on your own. I m not even real. I love you so much my son, you were everything to me. I love Reishan too. Tell him I m sorry and tell him that I m happy because he never forgot our memories. Go now… there are so many wolves here&quot; Her tears rolled down as she said those things. Then she smiled at and pointed in the direction while her other hand was caressing her belly.
      &quot;I love you mom. I love him too. Take care of yourself&quot; I smiled at her and said as she nodded at me with the most beautiful smile on her face. With that I grabbed my jacket and dagger as I walked away from her. I walk

  &quot;She said she loves you so much and she s happy because you didn t forget memories that you had with her&quot; I told him and broke the hug as he looked at me with a confused face.
      &quot;I was about to die and she saved me. It was her who took the bullet out of my chest. I felt her touch and she was such a gorgeous woman, dad. My mom. She saved me&quot; I told him as his eyes turned red. I know I m hurting him by pulling memories back.
      &quot;Was it an illusion?&quot; He asked me with a painful smile and I nodded.
      &quot;No matter what I felt her touch. She was so real, smiling and talking to me. I even touched her belly&quot; He smiled at me and patted my shoulder.
      &quot;She s still here with us no matter what. Especially, she loves you more than she loves me&quot; He said while rubbing his forehead. I knew he was so sad and it was the most painful thing in 

  ~ Ryan ~
      &quot;RAYN..&quot; All I could hear was Chris s voice as I felt a sharp pain against my chest. I slightly turned my head and looked at his face but I couldn t see him clearly because I fell down from the cliff.
      I fucking got shot and fear took over me. I didn t want to die, Julianna is waiting for me and also both Noel and Raylie. Fuck.. I can t leave them. That was the only thing that ran through my head. I fell into the water and I found myself going to suffocate because of the pain in my chest and at the same time I was in the water.
      I closed my eyes wanting to give up and let it be but NO… My mind was filled with her smile and the way she asked me to come back. I m fucking going back. My eyes snapped open and I pressed one hand on my chest and started to swim. It was the most painful physical I ve ever endured in my life but for her and my children I shou

&quot;Please go with me mom. I missed you… I missed you ever since I was a kid. You even came and helped me to take this bullet out&quot; He eyes turned moist as she looked at me. Then she bit her lower lips and shook her head.
      &quot;I didn t help Ryan, it was you who took it out on your own. I m not even real. I love you so much my son, you were everything to me. I love Reishan too. Tell him I m sorry and tell him that I m happy because he never forgot our memories. Go now… there are so many wolves here&quot; Her tears rolled down as she said those things. Then she smiled at and pointed in the direction while her other hand was caressing her belly.
      &quot;I love you mom. I love him too. Take care of yourself&quot; I smiled at her and said as she nodded at me with the most beautiful smile on her face. With that I grabbed my jacket and dagger as I walked away from her. I walked through the path she showed me and I looked back and saw she was still looking at me with a smile

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