Chapter 75

Liliana's pov : Alex chugged down the magical shot after cheering with my vodka. His eyes getting red as an effect of alcohol, I wondered what the drink was made of. "I was so afraid of falling in love after dealing with my parent's issues. I thought love never existed but when Bella came into my life. She took away all my beliefs and made me believe that love is a beautiful feeling and I deserved to be loved. And see-" He took a deep breath and looked into my eyes with so much pain. And that pain was terrifying me, I would never break up with Jay. I couldn't tolerate that pain, I would change myself for him and be a better girl but break up, no way! He again started laughing as if he wasn't feeling any pain and slurred his words like a drunk that I guessed he already was, "see, how she broke my heart in the end with all her lies! Fuck, love! I don't want it anymore but this pain-" he pointed to his chest. "Lia, this pain is k