Chapter 74

Liliana's pov : Taking a chilled beer in my hand, I moved away from the crowd that was swaying their asses with the music on the dance floor. The place was cool enough to chill and forget about the mess of our lives but I was Liliana Watson, a nerd. How was I supposed to get some peace when my mind was wandering around Jay's behaviour? If Jay wouldn't have made my brain a mess, maybe I would be enjoying the party with my friends. I wasn't like that, I was a different person but I changed a lot. I won't give full credit to Jay or Fee because somewhere, I wanted to change myself, too. Changing myself a bit wasn't awful, I needed someone's company to enjoy my life and have fun in life. It wasn't like what it seemed to everyone else. Perhaps everyone thought that I wanted to change myself completely because being a nerd and a tomboy was damnable for me. Fuck! Whatever they thought wasn't any nearer to what it in reality was! I have made a jo