It was pitch black outside, and the only light I could see came from a person holding a flashlight. I could feel the weight of my eyelid, and I was already cold, so I couldn't speak or ask for help. I had no idea who he was, but hearing his voice filled me with hope and joy. I can't see his face, but I'm self-assured I identified him. 
 "El," he said as he searched every corner of my living room with the flashlight he was holding. 
 I wasn't expecting him to show up. I had no idea he was the one approaching these circumstances, and despite my state, I couldn't help but smile. I'm not sure what time it is now, but I'm very sure it's already night because there's no light coming in through the door, and he only comes here at night.
 I heard his slow footstep so I tried to sit up, but my body couldn't handle it. I

Even though it's already afternoon, Jas is still here. Since he arrived at my flat yesterday night, he hasn't returned home. I awoke with my eyes immediately drawn to him, who had fallen asleep on the side of my bed while watching me. When he awoke, he told me what had happened when I had fallen asleep in the living room. I can't believe what he did until now, and it makes me feel flustered. He's in the kitchen right now, making juice, and I can't help but smile as I recall what he said earlier.
 
 I was in the room with Jas when there was a sudden knock on the door. I looked at him while my expression was full of astonishment and he immediately smiled at me before standing up.
 
 
 "Is there anyone in my apartment besides us?" I asked and he nodded as a response.
 
 He gulped and apologized, &quot;I am sorry if I let

I have no idea how I got back to my apartment. I went straight to Aly after leaving the place where Ivan and I talked, as far as I knew. As my mind was wandering, I have no idea how I got home, if I was with her, or where I rode. I didn't tell Aly what occurred, but the next time we meet, I'll tell her everything. 
 This is my plan. I wanted to tell him to stop it all, but I didn't expect it to come to this. I'm not sure what will happen to us because I have no idea how he feels about me. I'm not sure if we're okay, and I'm not sure if we'll speak when we see one other again. 
 Do I have the right to message him and ask him about the issues that are bothering me? He's become my friend in the brief months we've been together, and I'm sure he felt the same way, even though he liked me. I'll respect his decision bec

It was pitch black outside, and the only light I could see came from a person holding a flashlight. I could feel the weight of my eyelid, and I was already cold, so I couldn't speak or ask for help. I had no idea who he was, but hearing his voice filled me with hope and joy. I can't see his face, but I'm self-assured I identified him. 
 "El," he said as he searched every corner of my living room with the flashlight he was holding. 
 I wasn't expecting him to show up. I had no idea he was the one approaching these circumstances, and despite my state, I couldn't help but smile. I'm not sure what time it is now, but I'm very sure it's already night because there's no light coming in through the door, and he only comes here at night.
 I heard his slow footstep so I tried to sit up, but my body couldn't handle it. I saw him enter my room while calling my name, but I could not respond to him. I seemed to have lost

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