I have no idea how I got back to my apartment. I went straight to Aly after leaving the place where Ivan and I talked, as far as I knew. As my mind was wandering, I have no idea how I got home, if I was with her, or where I rode. I didn't tell Aly what occurred, but the next time we meet, I'll tell her everything. 
 This is my plan. I wanted to tell him to stop it all, but I didn't expect it to come to this. I'm not sure what will happen to us because I have no idea how he feels about me. I'm not sure if we're okay, and I'm not sure if we'll speak when we see one other again. 
 Do I have the right to message him and ask him about the issues that are bothering me? He's become my friend in the brief months we've been together, and I'm sure he felt the same way, even though he liked me. I'll respect his decision bec

It was pitch black outside, and the only light I could see came from a person holding a flashlight. I could feel the weight of my eyelid, and I was already cold, so I couldn't speak or ask for help. I had no idea who he was, but hearing his voice filled me with hope and joy. I can't see his face, but I'm self-assured I identified him. 
 "El," he said as he searched every corner of my living room with the flashlight he was holding. 
 I wasn't expecting him to show up. I had no idea he was the one approaching these circumstances, and despite my state, I couldn't help but smile. I'm not sure what time it is now, but I'm very sure it's already night because there's no light coming in through the door, and he only comes here at night.
 I heard his slow footstep so I tried to sit up, but my body couldn't handle it. I

  I don't want to leave here without having completed all of my things. I want to put an end to what needs to be put an end to, and make my own decisions. I am perfectly prepared for whatever consequence may occur; I will stand by everything because everything will be wiped at some point. My issue now is figuring out where to begin with him because I want to tell him everything carefully and not hurriedly.
  After he fixed his coat at my back, I also stood up and faced him. He was also looking at me while there was a little smile on his lips. He took a step once and we became closer to each other. I didn&quot;t move away and I let him hug me along with a series of sounds in the sky. I can feel his warmth as well as his arm wrapped around my body. I also felt his forehead resting on my shoulder as I looked up and looked at the different colors of fireworks.
  Our position is romantic, but

I have no idea how I got back to my apartment. I went straight to Aly after leaving the place where Ivan and I talked, as far as I knew. As my mind was wandering, I have no idea how I got home, if I was with her, or where I rode. I didn't tell Aly what occurred, but the next time we meet, I'll tell her everything. 
 This is my plan. I wanted to tell him to stop it all, but I didn't expect it to come to this. I'm not sure what will happen to us because I have no idea how he feels about me. I'm not sure if we're okay, and I'm not sure if we'll speak when we see one other again. 
 Do I have the right to message him and ask him about the issues that are bothering me? He's become my friend in the brief months we've been together, and I'm sure he felt the same way, even though he liked me. I'll respect his decision because it could be awkward for him to be friends with me. I'll only talk to him if he speaks to me, as

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