Chapter 56

'Who are you in my life, Baki Canglor?' I asked myself. I can't explain why I'm feeling tense with her. I feel like we know each other or that we have a link in my life because she can do something that I don't feel in others, just like I felt before. All of her acts and gestures to me are always calm, and I can't bear to look her in the eyes because I feel she knows everything about me. Every time she smiles, I get the impression that she's challenging me to something I'm not sure about. I can't really explain why I feel that way about her. "Are you all right, El?" Ivan said as he placed his hand on my shoulder. I gave him a direct glance and a smile. I respond with a nod, "Don't worry, I'm OK." "That's great," he said, smiling, as he took his hand out of my shoulder. "Perhaps you were taken aback by Baki's actions and treatment of you." He continued, "Actually, she appears at ease with you because she only chatted to you like that aside from the four of us." I simply