Chapter 55

He gulped and asked, "Do you know what my problem is?" I shook my head in response. "Listen to what I have to say because I will not repeat it," he said and I nodded. He took a deep breath and said, "You are beautiful, El. I don't know what will happen to me if you hurt me." When I heard what he said, I froze in my seat; he was staring straight in my eyes, and I could see how serious he is; I could tell in his expression that what he said came from his heart; I could sense how terrified he is that I will hurt him, and it made me feel a mixture of emotions. At the same time, I was saddened, nervous, puzzled, and ashamed. I felt sad because of the fact that I felt for him; that I have never felt like liking him. I was nervous because I didn't want to hurt him. What will happen to him? I was embarrassed because, despite his attempts and appreciation, I still didn't like him. I'm just staring at him, unsur