Chapter 13

"HEY," I was back on my senses when I saw Chaos, he was panting and it looks like he's happy its obviously seen in his eyes. I am sitting in this couch and thinking what's happening earlier with Diana. Chaos arrived here at exactly 2 mins after Diana leave.

So I stood up and greeted him who was going to Saken, he is smiling widely. That even his narrow eyes were smiling too. I was suddenly caught in my heart, Darn! Why is it beating so fast ?! Stop heart!

"How are you?" He said almost whispering when he was in front of me. He's still smiling, and I admit there's a part of me that I should be happy too, that I felt relieved when I saw that little chinky smile of his lips. The way his eyes smiles too, it gives shiver down to my spine. I've never felt this way before. Back then, I am not like this. Whenever I saw him smiling, it was always irritating me and I was getting frustrated. But now, everything has changed. What's really happening to me?

"I'm okay." Tipid kong saad, Im glad I didn't stutter. Thanks God! I was nervous at these times that he might hear how fast my heart was beating.

He didn't say any word, but instead he bit the side of his lips and chuckled. God! Why did I find it hot ?!

"I ... just can't believe ... Fuck!"

I couldn't even move, when suddenly he hugged me tight. As if at any moment I would disappear beside him. God! Why am I suffering from this situation?

I don't even know what's happening to me, but all I know is at these times. I'm happy to hug him, I'm happy to be in his arms and I'm happy he's here with me.

"Did you cry?" He asked when he broke away from the hug, I closed my eyes when he caressed my cheek with his hand.

I shook my head, even though it's obviously written on my face. I opened my eyes when I heard him sigh.

I saw him eyes with full of desire, love and sincerity.

"Sha ----"

"Let's go this place." I promised to hand over to him what Diana had given me earlier. His thick eyebrows furrowed.

"Why do you have this VIP card?" The question was short.

"Ahm Maria Alyana helped me to get that card. I want to be with you, so please come with me?" He would have spoken in front of me

"I know it's your family's. Please I want to be with you ..." I knew he was confused by what I was expecting during these hours with him, but he did nothing but nod. That's why I smiled, I saw he was even surprised when I smiled but he just ignored me.

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We just came from her condo, she took another week of clothes to the beach we were going to. And now we're here inside his car and he's currently driving to his destination.

I looked at him when he held my hand.

"Did you get along with your brother?" He asked without even looking at me. He was just serious about driving.

I heaved a sigh. I wanted to ask him why he knew so I just thought maybe Zarius had already told him the story.

"Nah."

"I'm sorry. I don't know what has really gotten to Zarius' mind. I just found out when I often see Sherina and Zarius together, then I heard that you are against with their relationship."

"Yeah I know, she chose that man more than me." I sarcastically said.

"I heard that too from Zarius, im sorry."

"Are you the one who apologizes?"

"Just because." Then shrug.

I sighed, annoying I don't know this man and blessed by being so humble! I always wonder, what is the reason and Chaos always wants saken, what is the special reason and I am the one he loves?

Cause for me, I dont deserve his love. He's too good for me, I haven't done anything good for him. But he chooses to stay with me.

Despite the pain I am causing him, he will still come back.

But the person who gave me too much bait and why I'm like this is the one who didn't come back.

"Only once in your life I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. "

I just quietly listened to my professor, he was reciting quotes from Bob Marley.

I don't care at all about love ... My heart is so numb.

"When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. "

"There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. "

If I'm just good enough, maybe I won't be left behind, I know everyone will leave, they will first let you know they love you or they will show care but in the end they will leave you.

"Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all."

"A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. "

"Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky , gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. "

"You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you.You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. "

Miss Sanduong's class ended with very little penetration into my brain. What for right? I'm not interested in that pest love!

When I came out of the room I saw Maria Alyana sitting on a tree bench and they looked like they were waiting for me.

I was walking when I heard a woman crying on the side of the stairs next to my room. I would not have ignored the case when my ear suddenly tingled.

"You messed up with the wrong person miss." His promise was strong, his voice seemed familiar. So even against my will I just went, I hid to see them.

And I was right! It was from Chaos!

They are four men and surround two women. Wait! This is Cheska, the bitch in our class and the one who doesn't want anything in the room.

"I-iii d-didn't d-do anything Chaos ...." Cheska said in fear.

"Really ?! Don't make mesuch a fool you bitch! You were the one who put the dead rat on Shaina's locker and you also burned the exam results of your class! What for bitch?"

I can't even move where I stand, wtf? I hold back the tears from running down my cheeks. The burnt exams results everyone thought was unintentionally the janitor at the school that he burned, we all did blame the janitor for that. There is a huge amount of those results, especially in our section and saken. Our section is the star section throughout STEM.

The village exams are for the entrance exam to the most beautiful and well -known university here in the Philippines, and only our section was chosen to be given a chance. That was my dream university ever. Because they are known to be the best in nursing, or in medtech.

Some days, I stay up at night to review because 200 questions that need to be answered are mixed but in a flash they suddenly disappear.

And it was not an accident but intentional ....

"Because you're always jealous you're second to him? Because you don't accept the result that he's higher than you? Pity ----"

"Yes! I burned her! Because she thinks so highly of herself! That woman is just pretending! And I won't let her enter the entrance exam!" My eyes widened, I was chasing my breath because I couldn't figure out the reason for this woman.

"What ?! Tangina is so shallow ---"

"It's superficial if superficial but that's not the main reason .... Because I love you Chaos, I did all of that because of you. Every day I follow you, he always laughs at you and throws away all your effort but why is he still there? I'm so jealous of him, I thought he didn't deserve everything being his No. 1 and you .... "

"And do you think you deserve it?" I heard Chaos laughed.

"Miss, for the superficial reason you have many broken dreams. You don't fit in senior high you fit in elementary because of the shallowness of your character. Do you think I'll like someone like you? I don't cut women's minds You're young and desperate. "

After I heart that from him, I don't know but I found my heart suddenly beating faster, I don't know the reason. That I should be annoyed because of what Cheska did but why do I seem to be even more excited about what Chaos is saying? No Shaina brace yourself! He is fooling you! Chaos's one of the most womanizer here on campus!

"Shaina are you okay?" I looked at his behavior like that and looked at the road, he immediately turned around. "Yeah." My answer.

He nodded and turned his attention back to the road, so I took a deep breath and just looked out the window.

But I immediately looked at him with a frown when he held my hand. Seriously?

It seemed like he didn't do anything with her, and the madman was still whistling. I was about to remove his hand but he tightened it even more.

"I want to hold your hand." He said while not looking at me. I heaved a sigh and just let him go. Hayss is still a naughty to.

I didn't realize that I was asleep, I just woke up as if I felt someone was looking at me. I slowly opened my eyes and my heart was beating so fast when I saw Chaos lovingly looking at me, the car had stopped. So we"re probably already here. We stared at each other for a while when I was in the courtroom when I averted my eyes and sat up.

I heard him chuckled and straightened up as well.

"Are we here yet?" I asked and peeked at my watch. My eyes widened, fuck! It's already 8pm! And most likely we"ve been here before. It's not much traffic so the flight is fast but ...

I immediately looked at him.

"You're sleeping one hour from now Sha, you're like an angel when you're sleeping so I didn't wake you up." Then he shrugged his shoulder.

Seriously?

"But you should have woken me up."

"And ah."

I was about to go down even faster to superman who turned out to be stupid and I opened the door.

The madman was still smiling a lot so I just stared. Then we took our stuff back.

"Presidential suite for Mr. Chaos Walterson." Chaos said when we got inside and here at the front desk.

I don't know but my mouth twitched when I saw the woman's eyes twinkle. I looked at Chaos only to find out that he's fucking smiling to this bitch!

"Awww!" She moaned when I pinched her.

"Ahm here sir." At the same time, the woman handed Chaos the key.

Wait why do we have a reservation right away? He doesn't know that, does he? Only Diana knows this.

Hays at least turned out to be Walterson all impossible.

I walked with him first but I felt that he was not following so I immediately turned to him and the fool laughed with laughter!

"Hey!" I shouted angrily,

"That's the exit sha." And the idiot was still holding back his laughter, so even though my pride was high, I went back with him. I immediately kicked him in the arm when I was in front of him.

"Butternut jealousy is in place." At the same time, he was walking and there was a walk to the elevator.

Kainis talaga!

"WHAT a rush to be there!" I sighed at him. We're watching a horror movie now in the living room, the courage to watch a horror movie, eh, he's so scared amp!

"Aray !!" He shouted when I bit his arm that was already wrapped around my neck. Yes! On my neck! I was even more annoyed when I saw one of his thighs resting on my thigh. Grrr !!!

"What a Chaos you fix that!"

"Are you even a human ?! Tangina, you were watching it like it was a comedy!" I frowned at what he said, what's so scary about this? The white lady just came out shocked like that. Btw, it's Japanese horror movies.

He adjusted his seat and tried again to focus on what he was watching, he grabbed the throw pillow and hugged it tightly, I was even more surprised when he raised his feet on the sofa. I backed away at the very end, I thought he would move next to me again but he just stayed focused on the TV.

I don"t know but I felt annoyed. Bat ganto ?! Earlier I was very upset and then he put me aside because I was irritated, earlier he was harassing me I was also irritated but now I'm still not irritated. The truth? What's with me ?!

Annoyed, I just reached for my phone on the mini table, and the idiot still focused on the TV, I was already trembling with fear!

I saw a message from Joyce, Alyana, aunt and Jill.

Joyce:

Hey bruh! Hang out later? Wer ka ba? You never ended up here.

Alyana:

Sha! Imissyou! I heard you didn't go home to our friends' house?

Aunt:

Take care there hija, I love you.

Jill:

Hey girl! Feel it! Thirdy misses you.

But I didn't reply to any of them, maybe I'll just text them tomorrow. After all, Sherina's pride is still high. She didn't even bother to call or text me, she really made me look like she preferred that Zarius.

It's been a month well maybe since I last opened my social media accounts. So I opened my instagram, only to see the first post on my feed.

It is Chaos. My eyes widened when I realized I was the one sleeping in the car earlier, I was in side view and my face wasn't very obvious. It looks like he even edited my picture before posting.

With a caption of. "My sleeping Beauty <3"

I immediately looked at the comment section.

'Omg !! It's not Diana! '

'Who is this girl ?! Im so jealous! '

'I've been thinking that in Chaos woman's posts it wasn't Diana so after all my thoughts were right!'

'Girl's nose!'

The commenta reached 5.3k and the likes were at 200k while it was only recently.

I saw people I knew commenting as well.

@callijoyce: Omg !! I knew you were with her !! Take care of my friend!

@alymartinez: Jesus! Frenny ko yan!! Go for the best bessy !! The pechay beware!

Seriously, Alyana ?!

@lainejoy: Sana all !!!

@kimw: hmmp!

Napairap naman ako sa comment nung kim. You're jealous you're gay!

@sandovaldiana: :)

I was swallowed up by his comment, but because of him Chaos and I are not together now, I sighed heavily. The likes of his comment and the replies reached 3k. I haven't read it yet because I know that his fans are attracted to him.

I went down and opened up for Zyle's post, can I follow it?

It was the picture of Moonstone. They are all wearing a red stripes polo shirt and ripped jeans. They even had a red handkerchief on their foreheads. They are all smiling in the picture, I looked at the pic of Chaos who is also smiling.

"You're stalking me huh?" I looked up when he was next to me and looking at their picture.

"No! Just passed my feed!"

"If you say so." He nodded and focused on the TV again, it was still not over. I put down my phone again. I watched him seriously now watching.

Maybe I'm just too stupid not to notice her beauty. His long thick eyelashes, his thin nose, his pinkish lips and his thick eyebrows made his face very clear to me and most of all his eyes were blinking and smiling as well.

God! Am I already falling?

I looked at him because he felt like I was probably watching him.

"Nagaguwa ----" I didn't finish him, I just found myself getting closer to him, pulling his nape and started to kiss him.

I felt he was surprised by what I did but later he also responded ..

What are you really doing to me, Chaos?

To be continued...