Chapter 32

Chapter 32 SOPHIA'S POV It's been a week since Lucas left home. A week since that devastating night when I found out he cheated on me again, a week of no communication, a week of sleepless nights, a week of crying out in my sleep, a week of praying that God would help me figure out how to deal with him, a week of missing him, a week of missing his family, a week of missing everything that he was and everything that he stood for, a week of trying to move on and being completely and utterly miserable. And I'm doing it. Completely and utterly miserable. I'm taking it day by day. I cry everyday, but I know that in reality, I won't cry everyday forever. At least, not for a while. I just want it to go away, I just want to forget that it ever happened. So I try to put it all away. I don't let myself think about it, don't think about him, don't think about the little boy he should be. So far it's working. Right now, I'm on day 8 without talking to him. Day 1