Chapter 31

Chapter 31 LUCAS POV It's been a week since I moved out of the house. It took my whole will power to stay away from her. I had grown so accustomed to having her with me, that I almost didn't know what to do without her. A few times I found myself calling her phone and dropping the call before it rang. And I don't know when or how, but it hit me; the deep rooted part of me that was also a coward and was scared. I don't know what it was, but it scared the shit out of me to think that she might leave me but when I think of what she'd done to me, the hurt and pain she had put me through a second time, was too much for me to handle and I lost my own sanity. I took one look at myself in the mirror, my eyes were glazed and empty, yet at the same time filled with tears. But she wasn't worth it. When I found out my wife was cheating on me the first time, I felt like I had been hit by a bus. In fact, I felt like I was hit by a bus, and then hit by a truck. My whole world was turned u