Chapter 60

Kai’s POV This is not fair. None of this is fair. Why does she get to move on with her life while she haunts me in my sleep? How can I get away from her when I see her every night? In my dreams, she doesn’t curse me out or tell me that she would never choose me. No. She looks into my eyes and tells me she wants to be with me forever. It would make sense to have those dreams if I was desperate for her. I am not. Me not being able to reject her bothers me more than rejecting her would. It wouldn’t matter to me if I never saw her again in my life. I don’t care who between Levi and Victor and Christian gets her in the end. So why does she keep coming to me in my dreams? The worst thing is that the feelings that plague me in those dreams linger long after I’m awake. The joy of being next to her, and the panic of losing her. If this continues, reality is going to get blurry. I wonder if I’m the only one getting these dreams. Since they are not related to my feelings or thoughts, it has to be