Chapter 90

"Hmmm. I don't know, Emma, am I? The woman I want a life with tells me she doesn't actually fucking want it with me." His anger rises at the closure of his sentence, his husky voice turning more to a growl. Deathly venom lacing his tone. That stubborn, impulsive, logic clouding his normally quick brain. "I never said that … I said not yet, there's an enormous difference." My resolve is crumbling and some sort of weary feebleness creeping over me. I was used to Jake's crazy violent temper when I was his PA, but I've never seen it as his lover. Right now, I don't know how to react or calm him. "Why not yet? I know how I feel already. If you don't feel the same way after everything, then I doubt you ever will." He slams his case shut and yanks it toward him to zip it up. The strength in the way he savages it is almost enough to snap it off. He's being impossible, how can you even argue with such stupid logic. Just because self-assured, al