Chapter 89

But buying a mansion, moving to beside his family like a little married couple. He will never let me go back to working in the Carrero Corporation now, it's too much. To be a kept woman with no chance of being able to just slide back into city life should he ever get tired of me. To get cozy and make bonds with these people who I have loved being around. What if it all blew up in my face and I had to give up more than just him? His family. Sophie close by. It's all so overwhelming I can't think straight. My fear and anxiety threatening to choke me at the huge change he wants to make in my life. He has no idea how hard this is. Not so long ago, I was alone, reliant on only me. I had my own money, my own plans, and my own life and I didn't want to let anyone else in. Now here I am, willing to gamble everything on uncertainty and faith and let someone else take control. I need control. "If this is about money, Emma, then it's not a problem. I've my own money … I