Chapter 39

　　I am stressed out, this isn't how I imagined my life after I finding a mate. If this goes on, soon I will turned into a depressed Luna. 　　I scoff mentally at that word 'Luna', I don't want to be a Luna if it means smiling on the outside and dying from the inside. This is not me. 　　"Hey what happened?" 　　I came out of my thoughts when Emma snapped her fingers in front of me. 　　"What?" 　　"Were you even listening?" 　　"Sorry, I kind of zoned out." 　　"Yeah, you did." 　　"So...., How's it going with the Alpha? I heard you had a pretty eventful evening with him?" 　　Emma's voice was playful, but I could tell she was just being nosey. 　　And I hate it when she does that, after contemplating whether I should tell her or not I decided to tell her the truth. 　　"We fought for the first time in a while. It was BAD Emma. I don't know what I am going to do. I can't be with someone who doesn't respect me, he acts as if he owns me, not once he looked at me with love in his eyes, I....I don't know, I jus