Chapter 57

Evelyn s POV The next week went by quickly, I was starting to feel more like myself. The herbs Amara gave me helped but so did drinking both Orion s and Ryland s blood. Though Ryland s I craved, and I sometimes needed help to stop. Ryland didn t seem to mind but I could tell everyone was worried about what would happen when the baby was to arrive. Honestly, I was petrified of dying too, yet more petrified of coming back, coming back as a Lycan. They have explained numerous times what would happen if I did and each time it scared me more, to the point I have now stopped asking. Amara seems to think I don t have long left, so today Thaddeus and Orion were heading into the city to get some things. Ryland made the baby a crib by hand took him three days before he would even allow me in the shed to see it. Imogen brought over some of Amara s and Thaddeus s old baby stuff that she hung onto and we had made a baby room up next to our room, though we all agreed, the baby will remain in