No Regrets

Kieran was quiet on the drive home. It was just the two of us in the apartment. I made dinner. We ate, washed up, then got into bed. ‘Honey, what do you think I should do?’ He stared at the ceiling, looking lost. ‘Do you want to hear the truth?’ I rested my head against his chest. ‘Nothing but.’ ‘Honesty, I don’t know why you hesitated. I thought you were going to say yes to the deal on the spot.’ ‘Mia—no, Estelle—she said Sarah didn’t lose her memory. If I believe her, then it means Sarah chose to stay away from me. It’s been almost ten years. Why didn’t she come back?’ Kieran’s voice grew hoarse. ‘She has her own life now. What if she doesn’t want to see me?’ I mulled it over. ‘I don’t have the answers, either. But then, I didn’t know her ten years ago. I couldn’t pretend to understand what she was thinking. But to me, it’s not really that complicated.’ ‘It isn’t?’ ‘Once you get the address from Estelle, you can pay Sarah a visit. If she doesn’t want to talk to you, then you just wal