Chapter 4 She was so pity。

Yolanda didn’t know how she walked in the operating room。 She was lying on the operating table， staring at the dazzling lights。 Everything flashed through her mind was like deadly poisoning arrows， stabbing her heart arrow after arrow。 The happiness she had been through now became nightmare。 Five years ago， she came across Jonathan at her father’s company and fell in love with at the first sight。 She was young and full of passion。 Despite others’ disagreement， she followed Jonathan everywhere。 She thought that maybe it was her persistence that touched him， so she wantonly enjoyed that sweetness he gave her。 She once was sad and quarreled with him after she knew about Lindsay， but at last， she would be jollied in to obedience。 She could not fairly compete with a person who passed away。 But she loved him so much that she made compromises over and over again。 At that time， Yolanda thought that she can give up on marriage and on having a child。 All she wanted was to be with him。 So， she made the break with her family and gave up on her scholarship。 Then she lived humbly as dust， but she lost herself in his world。。。。。。 This would be the worst。。。。。。 The surgery was a fast one。 Then she came out from the operating room with a pale face。 She searched， but couldn“t get any sight of Jonathan。 She laughed ironically， he said that he would wait outside， but he could not even do that。 She was extremely weak。 She walked ahead with her hands on the wall。 “She was so pity。 She was here having a abortion while his boyfriend went out because his loved one came back， leaving her here alone。 “ Then， she heard those put-down words。 She was stunned and then looked at them， saying， “What are you talking about？ Who is back？· Her eyes widened in chock， it seemed that a bad feeling devoured all her strength。 A nurse said with contempt， “Lindsay， everyone knew she is the woman that Mr。 Field loves！” “Lindsay？ Was she。。。。。。already dead？” “Uh， You wish。 But she is still alive and she’s back now。” Yolanda was violently astonished by her words， standing， with trembling lips。 Her hands covering her abdomen were more and more tightly clenched。。。。。。 Lindsay was back。。。。。。