CHAPTER 121: A SIN

AMBER POV I knew father wouldn't help her, but I didn't want to tell her she couldn't meet him. She'd think I'm trying to stop her from helping Jared. I sighed as I watched her get into the taxi while I got in with her. I didn't want to see Father now; otherwise, all he'd keep asking about is when I'd start making kids like I'm a child-producing factory in his eyes. I walked into the bar; I have dropped her off at home already, and I felt my throat itch for a quick drink. Maybe even two. Just as I drowned a shot, I walked towards the dancing floor with my eyes wide open as my body moved towards the beat. If you wanted to forget things, this is the best way. In a bar. I felt like laughing at myself; I felt like pulling my hair and bursting into tears. Why do I have to be so fucked up? Why does my family hate me so much like I'm just a thorn in their sides? Thinking about the marriage, everything is so fucked up. My eyes drifted to the end of the bar, where there stood a wall with neo