Chapter 132

I had been here for two months and Jeremiah had not woken up yet. I was worried about him. What if he never woke up again? What would happen to me and our daughter if he never woke up again? I could not even imagine raising Lexi by myself. I appreciated that Jeremiah had been doing this alone since she was born. It was painful for me to see all the machines around him trying to keep him alive while he lay in bed not moving at all. It was painful for me to see Jeremiah, who was once so obsessed with me and so strong, lying in bed, looking so vulnerable. All I wanted now was for him to wake up soon. I got so many things to tell him. I kept thinking about what I should say when he woke up. I wanted to tell him that I loved him too and that I never wanted to leave him again. I knew I had already said it, but I wanted him to really hear me. However, it did not seem like he would wake up anytime soon. Lexi had just come home and I took a nap on the edge of the bed. Lexi always sobbed