Chapter 16

Rayyan's POV Fire on fire- Sam smith I stared hard at the mirror and tugged my beanie cap, securing it on my head. My eyes were starting to look hollow and that, for the first time scares me. It shouldn't scare me, it never scared me. So why now? What changed? The door opened and Binta peeked in "Are you leaving? "Yes" "Breakfast? I was about to shake my head when I decided against it and replied "Yes please, I'm coming down in a minute" She nodded and closed the door while I stared at myself yet again before standing up, grabbing my phone and walking down the stairs. We sat at the dining table together with my sister, her children and her husband. Her husband had looked at me when we were eating and said "Rayyan you're looking tired. Do you take your medications? I nodded "Yes I do" He said nothing and the dining fell into light conversation. After breakfast, I walked out of the house, into my car and to the one place I have to go but always hope I sto