Chapter 75 Her Miscarriage

Clare: At times I used to get very irritated at Mr. Hadid because no matter how bad I do he never leaves me without fucking me. Even on the days when he never sees me, I used to take the drugs. I thought drugs are making me more hungry and I used to fight with other prisoners to get more food. I could have easily asked for more food from steep but fighting with them give me more pleasure. Because of mind stubbornness problems started between me and Steve. He used to get angry at me and stopped coming into my room. I was on drugs I didn't care what he did or what he felt I only thought about myself and my pleasure. I could not see anything in front of me else than the dose of injection. or some days I didn't see Mr. Hadid around the correction home, and I was lacking money so, I was not getting that amount of drugs regularly. So one day thought of Steve struck me. I thought of going to him and talking things out. I went to him when he was working and agreed to talk to me after he was