Chapter 051 - First Love

Just like how we left, Klevon swoops into my room through the window. He deposits me on the floor and I beam at him. I feel like it’s the first time I smiled since I lost my child.  “Thank you,” I say. Crouching on my windowsill, he says, “Turn around.” I did and I find Theo sitting on the chair of my study table. His eyes transfer from me to Klevon and back again. “What is this?” he asks, suspicious. “Where you’ve been?!” I shift my attention to Klevon and say, “You should leave.”  “He is angry. I think I should stay.” “Leave!” I order. Besides, I don’t want him to see this. I doubt Theo’s love for me is real, but I never doubt the depth of his possessiveness over me—his whore. I brace myself for his jealousy. Yet, I am more afraid of myself. If he pushes me, if he forces me into the bed, I doubt that I can fight the mate bond. I will cry and struggle, but nevertheless, my body will give in and enjoy it. And that debasement is something that I don’t want Klevon to witness. “But, Kaiya