Chapter 20

　　In the third entry, one month later, she wrote. "I feel like he hates me, but I don’t know why. Is it because I should be his sister-in-law, but fell in love with him? But love just comes, who can stop it?" 　　In the three short diaries, each of the lines reveals the changes in her mentality, from the full vitality at the beginning to the self-pity in the back. 　　She had written a lot of diaries later, basically how she chased him, how he didn't appreciate it, how he did everything to humiliate her and hurt her. 　　The more Sigfried Qiao read, the worse he felt. 　　It turned out that she really loved him. 　　It turned out that she had done so much for him. 　　It turned out that he had hurt her again and again. 　　Sigfried Qiao's eyes stung. The farther on he went, the less he dared to look. But he had to. 　　The diary in this private journal was probably the only thing she had left in this world. 　　How could he not look at it?