Chapter 13

No, no, no, no,no! This can not be happening right now, it's too soon! He just kissed me and it felt as if he touched my soul. I was freaking out. I can not allow myself to get lost in him. It's for his future benefit and mine. He's perfect, I'm not. We do not belong together! He is just so, so intimidating and powerful and I'm just me. I have to get out of this place, right now. All the spooning and neck sniffing and kissing (well the one kiss) I just know it won't be long until I cave and give in and well submit. I mean before I know it he'll be dragging me off to who knows where and forcing me to leave Chris, Ginger and Adam behind. They are my family and Adam has come to mean so much to me. I can't just leave them, and that's exactly what I know will happen if I continue to allow Xavier to kidnap me. I'm leaving. With my mind made up I grabbed my backpack and shoved a few of my stuff that psycho, possessive Xavier stole and strode to the window. Looking down I not