Chapter 4

| CHAPTER FOUR | Clyde RELEASED my mouth after he said that. "You didn't make a proposal! You're blackmailing me!" I moaned but he just laughed. "So what's your answer?" Question it. I clenched my fists and confidently shook him. "I won't let you do what you want. My life is hell now, it will be even more hell if I come with you!" I shout. His eyesight deepened. His face darkened. "Okay, then. I'll put you in jail. I'll ruin your life forever. I'm a devil, right?" Aniya. "And, Spencer, your boy best friend. They have a company right? What if I take it down? I'm a monster when it comes to business. I can take it down. Then it'll be your fault." He still seemed proud to say. "How would you feel when you lost everything to him? Will you be able to see him suffer?" He asked with a smile. "Just try!" I shout. "And what? What will you do when I do?" He laughed. "Remember, you're just a poor woman. You can't do anything against a demon like me." "You beast don't touch Spencer!" Turan ko. "You really love that man, huh?" His gaze only deepened and his jaw tightened. "You only have two days to decide, Nathania. Monday night you should have an answer. Remember. Only your wrong decision will affect many." It warned and left in front of me. He got in his car and quickly pulled it over. I woke up EARLY the next day because of a series of knocks and calls from Manang Amy. Even though I was tired and wanted to stretch, I forced myself to get up to open manang. "Nathania!" Manang called when I opened the door. "Yes?" I will ask. "I'm sorry hija but you need to get out of here." Its primarily that amazed me. "Huh? Why?" My first question. "Someone has already bought this land. I've been looking for a buyer for a long time. No one is buying because it's small and it's not good. It's a good thing someone bought it. I'm sorry hija but he said he will demolish the broken ones- It's a broken apartment. Maybe it's better if you just look for another apartment. " He explained that my lips felt sorry for him. "P-Po? M-Man, I can't find anyone else. This is the only apartment that can fit my budget!" I appealed but manang just shook his head. "I'm sorry hija. It's supposed to be demolished at ten o'clock. You need to get out and leave here hija." Manang tapped me on the shoulder and left. I could not move for a few seconds. Where will I live now? I wiped my face and felt heavy putting away my belongings. Maybe I'll live with Spencer first. Maybe it's okay with him. At nine o'clock I finished packing. There are people already preparing for demolition. I glanced at them and took a deep breath. I was leaving the area when I was hit by an expensive car not far away. Clyde leaned there and crossed his arms. It stared at me without emotion. I stared at him. I wouldn"t be surprised if he bought and demolished the apartment. Will he even deny me a place to live? I took a jeep to Spencer"s condo. The guard let me in immediately because he already knew me. I always used to come here. When I got to the door of Spencer"s condo I knocked. I waited a few more moments until the door opened and Spencer came out of there with no top and only a boxer shorts. "Nathania!" It calls and the fun fades on the face. "H-Hi!" I'm a little embarrassed to greet you. He glanced at the bag I was carrying. "P-I'm sorry for the inconvenience. I was kicked out of the apartment. I have no one else to go to but you. I hope it's okay ..." I said. His face cleared and he let me in. "You know you're always welcome here Nathania." He smiled and took my bag. I also smiled at what he said. "Have you eaten yet? I have a dish cooked. You might want to eat." "Oh it's over! Thanks Spencer huh? I don't know what I would do without you." I sincerely complain. He nodded. "Why were you kicked out of the apartment?" He asked. "E-Eh because ... someone bought that land so it was demolished." I explained that he was nodding. "Is it okay for you to be the only one here later? We're having a family dinner tonight and maybe I'll be at home to sleep. Is it okay for you to be the only one here? Don't worry, it's safe here." He explained that I immediately nodded. "It's OK!" My answer. He smiled and sat on the sofa in front of the tv. "Let's watch Netflix? Old habits!" He said happily that I smiled and took my place. We were really like this every time I was here at her condo. We always watch Netflix. I know it doesn't sound right that we're together somewhere, but we really just call each other brothers and sisters. All we did that day was watching and eating. It seems like my problem is temporarily gone. By five o'clock Spencer was ready for their weekly family dinner. "Feel free to do what you want to do, okay?" He said when he finished preparing. I smiled and nodded. "Yes, Thank you! You really fell from the sky." We laughed together and he messed up my hair. "I'm leaving. Take care, okay?" I nodded again until he left the condo. The condo was quiet after he left. I was hungry so I ate dinner and sat back on the sofa to watch. As I watched it was as if I felt something wet in my panty. My stomach hurt a bit too so I seemed to know what was going on. My period! Fortunately, my pain was not so bad. I don't have a napkin yet. Maybe if I don't snuggle I'll watch Spencer's sofa. Eventually I decided to leave the condo to buy a napkin. I went out of the building to look for a store. I don't like it in the condo store because it's expensive there! I will only buy three pieces. I walked about ten minutes from the condo until I found a store. I bought and stayed there for a minute first because I also bought softdrinks. I was finishing my drink when suddenly a noisy fire truck passed by. People rioted and the vehicle headed in the direction of the condominium. I was suddenly nervous and ran towards the condo. When I got closer I was amazed at what had happened. The 15th floor of the building is on fire! The floor where Spencer's condo is! I RUN to the entrance of the building but was stopped by firefighters. "Miss you can't come in." It stopped me. "S-Sir! My friend's condo is on fire! Those g-things!" I was startled by the shout. "You can't come in miss because the fire has already engulfed the 15th floor. You're just here and we'll finish it." Turan the firefighter who ruined my world. Oh my God! What a misfortune that is happening to me now! This is my fault! It"s my fault why Spencer"s condo is on fire right now! I cried and got on my knees. My tears flowed and my chest tightened. "Miss! Miss! Stand there!" The firefighter called me but I seemed to be deaf. My chest tightened even more and I was dizzy from crying. As I gazed at the burning condo my eyes blurred. I couldn't stand it anymore and I slowly lay down and lost consciousness. I opened my eyes and a white ceiling came to me. I feel the pain of my back and the whole body. I blinked and slowly looked around me. I realized I was in the hospital. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. At the same time the door opened so I opened my eyes again. "You're awake." That was Clyde's first words after entering. When I saw his face, the misfortunes that were happening in my life came back to me. Surely the fire in the condo was also part of his plan! "Why are you here?" My weak voice asked. "I heard you fainted so I came here." He answered but I did not believe. "Really?" There is sarcasm in my voice. He put his hands in his pants pocket and his face was emotionless. "You're gone. I don't need you here." Turan ko. He just stared at me without saying a word. I was a bit uncomfortable he thinks so I averted my eyes and closed my eyes again. "Today is Monday. What's your decision?" A few minutes later he spoke. "You already know my answer." I said while closing my eyes. "Open your eyes, Nathania." It ordered but I did not obey. I heard its sigh. "I know you know the reason your friend's condo burned down." There I woke up and looked at him who was now sitting on his knees. "Yes, Nathania. It's my fault. I set fire to your friend's condo." He grinned. "But there's even worse news, Nathania." There was still a smirk on his face. He took the cellphone out of his pocket and pressed something there. "Listen carefully, Nathania." He seriously said and he played something on his phone. "A man named Spencer Blake Ferolino was found injured after his car fell into a ravine. The reason was that his car lost its brakes so he went straight into the ravine. The injured Spencer Blake Ferolino is now in the hospital and recovering." Finished speaking on its cellphone. I was stunned and stunned to hear. S-Si Spencer? "She hasn't woken up yet. I just don't know if she'll wake up yet." It shrugged and stood up. When I realized what he said I got up forcefully. Although my body hurt, I approached him to slap him but he got ahead of me. It grabbed my hand that I would have slapped on him. "You're too weak, Nathania. You can't hurt me." It was so cold that I got even angrier. "W-What did you do to Spencer ?!" I shout. "I told you. It's your fault. It's your fault why he was hospitalized. You made the wrong decision, Nathania." He said seriously. I was already raging with anger at him. "You beast! D-You devil! You can kill a man for your own pleasure!" I shouted again. "I didn't kill him." He was right but I just shook my head. I felt weak in what he was doing to me. Slowly my tears came out. My knees weakened and I sat on the floor. "H-Animal k-you!" I stuttered. I felt him trim me. "Say yes to me, Nathania. And I'll promise to stop ruining his life." He said but I shook my head. "If you won't say yes to me then I'll continue to ruin his life. I'll make him suffer. I will destroy him, Nathania." There was a warning in its voice. "Choose Nathania. Me, or the safety of your dearest friend?" He put his mouth to my ear and whispered it. "A-I don't! A-I don't like you!" What I said to him was full of resentment. "If you haven't decided now. I'll stay with your friend." There was a tone in his voice and he stood up. I looked up at him. "B-Why are you doing this?" I whispered but enough for him to hear. "I just want to." He replied. "B-You're crazy." I nodded but he just smiled. "I know, Nathania. I am crazy. And I'm an evil." He said and went out. It left me crying and tired. Tired of what is happening in my life. I was released from the hospital without paying a penny. Clyde must have paid for the hospital and I have no idea. I will visit Spencer. All I know is they have a hospital near here so I will try to go to see if he is confined there. I got to the hospital and immediately asked. I am thankful to be here that he is confined. I immediately went to its room. I was just outside when I saw Spencer's mommy come out. He knew me because Spencer introduced me to him. I went to him and when he saw me his eyes widened. "Nathania!" Call it. I smiled hard and finally approached him.
"T-Tita ... is it S-Spencer?" I will ask. She smiled sadly and pointed to the door of Spencer's room. "He's still asleep. The doctor said he's fine and will just wait for him to wake up." Aunt said and approached me. "Thank you for coming hija. I'll go out first to buy food." He said I nodded. It left so I entered. I was alone and Spencer was still asleep. I hovered over it with a look. Its body was full of scars. He had a wound on his forehead and his condition worsened. I feel guilty for what really happened to him. If I agreed with Clyde, wouldn't it happen to Spencer? I sighed and approached him. I feel sorry for my friend. It was very sensible to me but what I just said to him was a disaster. A bead of tears dripped down my face and I touched its hand. "S-Spencer ..." My voice trailed off. "P-I'm sorry. N-You're still affected by the k-misfortune of my life." My introduction to him. "P-I'm sorry because you lost your condo and then you had an accident." I continued even though he couldn't hear me. "P-Promise—" I wiped the tears from my face. "I promise you that nothing bad will happen to you. I-I don't want you to feel sorry for me anymore." I took a deep breath. "H-I can't h-wait for Clyde to destroy you again. H-A good man like you doesn't deserve to be destroyed by a demon man." I applied the lip to his forehead. I have already made up my mind. I don't want many more people to be affected because of me. I will accept life hell with Clyde. Difficult but necessary. I will be patient so that no one will be affected. I don't know why my life is like this. I wish I hadn't met Clyde yet. I wish my life hadn"t been like this. It was NIGHT when I left the hospital. Tita also came so I just left. Even though I was weak, I walked away from that place. I was dumbfounded while walking even though I didn't really know where I was going. All I want to happen now is to be able to relax from what is happening in my life. Unbeknownst to me, my feet had taken me to the park. Even that night I approached a bench and sat there. I look at the emptiness. The darkness caused by the night. I closed my eyes and let the tears flow. Am I going to cry over and over again? Aren't you tired anymore, Nathania? I felt the rain dripping on my body. It seems to coincide with how I feel right now. It seemed to coincide with my tears. I looked up. My face met the raindrops. Gradually the rain got heavier but after a while I was suddenly surprised when no more raindrops met my face. I slowly opened my eyes and found an umbrella resting on me now. I looked at the one holding it and a Clyde met my sight. It was staring at me coldly and its face was very serious. It can be read because of the rain but it doesn't seem to know if it can be read.
The two of us stared at each other. I smiled but didn't reach my eyes. "B-Why don't you p-advise yourself? You might get sick." I spoke in a low voice but it was enough for him to hear. "You're crying." His voice was cold.
My fake smile still remained. "A-You know the reason, don't you?" I asked but he did not answer. I shook and wiped the tears and raindrops from my face. "You're happy now?" I asked him again. "W-Are you happy to see me cry because of you?" My voice trailed off. The emotion he shows is still serious. It was cold as if he didn't know that he was the reason I was crying. "S-You're ruining my life! You're hurting the people I love! You're hurting Spencer!" I shouted at him and cried again. My chest tightens.
"A-What's my fault with you ?! B-Why? B-Why are you doing this ?!" I asked and lightly patted its chest. "Stop crying." He said but I shook my head.
"What do you think of me ?! If you can make other people obey you, change me! If other people worship and kneel before you, I will never do that to a demon like you!" I shouted with all my might. "I-I hate you! You're a demon! You can hurt people for your own benefit! You're a demon—"
"Yes, Nathania." I was stunned when he cut me off from speaking. "I'm an evil. I can hurt people. You know why, Nathania?" He threw the umbrella. The rain is fading.
"Because I want everything I can get. I don't want anyone to stop me. I don't want anyone to hit me because it was just a mistake of yours—" It came closer to me. "I could ruin people. I could make their lives hell. And most of all, Nathania."
"What I want. I get. And I want you Nathania. And I will do everything to get you. Even if you run and escape." It brought his face closer to mine. "Even if you hide, Nathania. You still fall for me. Take note of that." He said seriously but I slapped him on the cheek.
"Remember that too, Clyde." I hold back my angry words. "I-I will never fall for you. I will never like you. I will never make you kneel." I nodded but he just smiled. "Let's see, then ..." He said and suddenly pulled me which startled me.
I stood up in his tow and his arm wrapped around my waist. Our bodies are so close that I can even feel the heat of its body.
"I'll swear, Nathania. All you said will not be fulfilled. You will kneel in front of me. You will beg to me. You will beg for my attention." He said the last thing and the kiss pressed against my lips. Just like before, his kiss was still violent. It doesn't seem to know how to be careful. I didn"t respond even though I was being carried away. I am still in my right mind. And I will never take back what I said. He caressed my lip. "Stop your tears, Nathania. You're not an actress. I don't want to see a weak and confident woman. You're not a baby anymore." He said and pulled me back to his car.
Even against my will, I just drifted away. I have no choice. I have to do this. I don't want anyone to get hurt again because of me. It's up to me if I'm the one hurt, not just the ones I love. It got into the car and started operating the vehicle. While traveling to an unfamiliar place I could only stare at the houses we passed. My eyes are still swollen and my body is cold. "Get out." Command it and get out of the car first. I just sighed at its attitude. So ungentleman. I got out of his car and followed him into his house. "Your room from now on will be the guest room. Get dressed." His voice was still cold. Courageously and silently I climbed the stairs to enter the guest room. I was about to enter when someone approached me and I suddenly leaned against the wall. I was shocked by what Clyde did while his two hands were on both my heads. "I guess I already know your decision, Nathania." He said and put his mouth to my ear. "Are you ready to be my slave?" The next day I woke up because of the sunlight. I looked where I was and realized that I was in the guest room of Clyde's house.
I sighed. How many sighs can I take this year? I got up and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I looked in the closet for women's clothes. All I know is there are stocks here of men"s and women"s clothing for guests. I left the guest room and the silence of the house greeted me immediately. Where are the helpers? I just got to the kitchen and they weren't there. Where are they now?
I looked in the kitchen and hadn't had breakfast yet so I just cooked. At exactly eight o'clock I finished. At the same time was the arrival of a Clyde who was wheezing and sweating profusely. It's great jogging. I looked at him and noticed that his body was scratched from what he was wearing. It's because the body is sweating. I averted my eyes from him and prepared the plates and food. "U-Uh, I'm cooking ... sir." I'm starting and I'm still hesitant whether I'm going to be a sir or not. But it should be, right? I'm going to be his slave. So it's only right that I sir him. I just stood by his side. I'll eat later when he's done.
As I stood he frowned at me. "What are you doing?" He asked. "U-Uh ... standing?" I replied that he was annoyed.
"Sit, Nathania and join me." He commands. I was still hesitant but he ordered it so I just obeyed. He started eating.
He's eating seriously and I'm a little nervous. I remember what I said last night. I just can"t believe I already agreed with him. As we were eating quietly it suddenly spoke. "After this, go to my office. We'll talk about our set up and you .... being my sex slave." To be continued...