Chapter 17

　　CHRISTAL's POV 　　I was alone while looking down at my body. It's like I'm looking at a mirror, only that the body that i am seeing now seemed more peaceful than ever. My face looked kinder asleep.. while i? Im a vicious person. 　　Maybe it was for the best if i died? I thought. 　　Earlier, when i saw Syrena running inside this room. I saw her mouth moving like she was trying to say something, but i couldn't hear her like i did before. 　　I couldn't hear what they were talking about and why my Mate suddenly tried to kill her by choking her. It's not really that i care but maybe it has to do something with me, he did left with her after all. 　　If i die would i forget? Deep inside me i wanted to forget the past. But how can i? Forgetting it would be a sin. That memory scarred me for life, maybe it was my punishment. 　　Or maybe it was a lesson to never.. Love again. 　　Meeting my Mate made me feel worse. Did i deserve him? No. i'm fully aware that if he knew me he would just reject me. That'