Had I Really Become A Murderer?

••• Arabella’s POV ••• My eyes widened in disbelief and horror again. Kill her… Kill her baby?! How could it be?! I never meant to hurt her or her baby! Or did I? I admitted there was a fleeting moment when I wanted to kill her; that was why I pushed her against the wall, and she also fell to the floor after I released her from my hold. But it was only because I lost control and I didn't even know the reason why! And the force I exerted shouldn’t be enough to take the life of her baby, should it? I stared at my hand again, which now was trembling even more than before. Just what had I done… If her baby really died because of me... “Help! Help me!” Abigail cried out again. “Please don't hurt me and my baby, Bella!” I looked at her but couldn't even move an inch to help. I realized then that was her purpose for coming to my office all along - to set me up by risking the life of her baby. But how… How could she be so cruel to risk the life of her baby and maybe her life in the process jus