Chapter 55

Like a flashback, everything came playing back. The training with Alex, what I had told him, going up to our room and seeing James there except he wasn’t, he wasn't there, there was nobody in the room…The classroom, the knife… oh no, the knife, I had taken it to James and I was going to-I—I was going to kill him with it. ”No…No...No, AAHH!"Animmense pain came crashing down on my brain. I tried to kill him I tried to kill James. ”NO!” I was panicking, my heart was about to jump out of my chest, I couldn't breathe, what had I done… I tried to kill him. My hands took a firm grip on my hair, wanting to pull it all out. This couldn't be…No this wasn't real, but it was. What had I done, My heart ached terribly. I was lost in a state of panic and pain that I didn't realize someone was coming into the cell and grabbing my shoulders. No, god no, ”NO!” I quickly pushed the person away and saw that it was James. Alex was standing outside looking terrified or maybe sad. "Avery, it's okay, I'm righ