chapter181

  She knows she was mated to me, and I know the same. Our bodies and wolves are connected. If I kill her at this point, I'll slowly die of the loss of a part of me. I'll be weaker and I'll be the perfect prey for whoever wants to attack the prince. "I was so scared and didn't know what to say when I found out because you are a person of a way higher rank and I was just your newly assigned servant. I tried to keep it a secret from you, but I couldn't bear to see you die. I was feeling your pain. " She added, I don’t know why I wasn't saying anything back to her, I don't know why I wasn't reacting, but one thing I knew was that I could not afford to kill her. I have been alive for hundreds of years and haven't gone as close as smelling my mate. The moon goddess finally answered my pleas, and now I am about to kill her. Can I afford to give out this once-in-a lifetime opportunity? A part of me is telling me that I will find another mate, but in my hundred years, she was the first one. I c