Chapter 50

Because I was sleepy, I didn't know I'd fallen asleep. Because we've been gone for a while and I haven't even had a chance to rest since getting off the airplane. I had just awoken to find Randle no longer alongside me, so I hastily sprang from my slumber. Randle laughed as I opened the door. I was going to walk to them when I heard Randle ask Randall a question. "Do love mom?" I understood his question, even though it wasn't straight. They can't see me immediately away since they're in the kitchen. I came to a halt just at the door. I'm not sure what they do, but I know Randle eats since he is always talkative when we eat. I know Randall loves me, but why do I still want to hear those words from his mouth. I waited for Randall's answer, but I was just hurt by his answer to Randle. I seem to think so highly of myself that over time; he is not out of love. But he said last night that he still loves me, didn't he? Not even directly. I know that's what he meant. "You are still young to