Chapter 20

MIRANA Do you know what heartbreaking words you could get? Failure Disappointment Pity Right now those are the hurtful words in my mind. Instead of enjoying what I enjoy today is the beautiful future I have been hoping for. The type of job that comes with great pay and gets paid what is to be paid on time and with no expenses. It's not that I'm sorry that I got a baby right away but I just don't want the one who sacrificed my past mistakes to be my child. All I could do was cry and sob for the first time in the mirror, I could see myself worthless and bewildered. If I hadn't just cheated on Marco, I and my baby wouldn't be here. I love Marco so much, I loved him even when we were still in school. Kid, I love you so much and hope you forgive me for what I've done. Right now I don't want you to see our son, I don't want you to have a relationship with him. I'm a selfish mom but you've hit me and maybe I deserve that all. I am afraid the day wi