MIRIAM'S POV
There was this weight I felt and I hope someone could just come pick it off my shoulders.
It wasn't just my shoulders it rested on my whole body.
I tried to shake it off hoping it would just fall down and maybe someone else would pick it up but no it didn't I still felt it.
Apart from the weight I heard noises around and all these disturbed me.
All I needed was some quiet and Peace but I couldn't get it anywhere around here.
I tried to move my body and even stand up but I just couldn't because everything holding me back was stronger than I was and at this point in time my strength failed me.
I pitied myself because I have not recovered from the trauma I got as a result of the death of my child. The only good thing that happened to me within this time is the restoration of my position as alpha. I did as much as I am grateful for this. I felt I deserved more owing to the kind of effort I have put into everything.
I said using my hand to push the weight of me then I r