Chapter 35 Two Hearts Broken

I have not seen Tyler for two days; I am hoping it is because he is busy and not that he is ignoring me. I don t know how I ever thought that he would just accept what I did and move on. I hate being rejected this way, especially by the man I love. It is like my body disgusts him that he can't bear touching something so fifty. I am starting to doubt if he actually still loves me. I honestly think that he is never going to touch me again; he is stubborn that way. We are back to where he cannot say that he loves me; just this time, he cannot touch me as well. How can he want to kiss me but not touch me? Makes no sense? There are days that I wonder what I am fighting for; it feels like nothing at all; our relationship must have just been doomed from the start. I feel like I am his prize locked up in his backyard. I must do as he says and not ask for anything in return. I don't know what to think about us anymore I don t know what to do with myself since he is not spending ti