Chapter 104

"But," Ryan begins once again, gaining my full attention. "You want him dead, you don't have to get your hands dirty, just say the word and I'll do it myself. The boy is getting on my nerves, I will finish him off with my bare hands." "No," I instantly reply. "Don't, I don't want you to get his blood on your hands for me, he can live, death isn't enough atonement for all the shit he put me through." Ryan nods, "Anything for my princess, Alpha Camilla hmm has a nice ring to it don't you think?" "Probably." I shrug, my hand drawing circles on the armrest. "Come here and give me a hug, I miss your hugs." Ryan says, watching me carefully. I rise from my seat, settling on the armrest with my hands wrapped around him. My body relaxes, I like this, I've only ever felt safest in four arms and by far, this is the safest I feel. "Are you sure you're okay princess?" Ryan asks, his hand stroking my hair. I'm not okay, I think I need to cry, but the tears just won't fall at all. I do a quick