Chapter 36

In a week, Clarissa got up and left Cooper's mansion and drove the car off in the hopes of finding her daughter. She made it her determination to find her even if it means dying on this new profound quest of hers. She only wrote two letters for the remaining ones in the household who would care to read, and hung them on the wall. For Caleb, she wrote, CALEB I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING, I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT WHICH I DID. I FEEL GUILTY FOR EVERYTHING, I HAVE WILLED THE MONEY TO XANDER AND FOR YOUR UPKEEP. PLEASE GET BETTER, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. FIND IT IN YOUR HEART TO FORGIVE ME, I WILL NEVER STOP UNTIL I FIND OUR CUTE OLI, I TOOK THE CAR. KEEP OUR BOY SAFE. I LOVE YOU CAL, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. CLARISSA. For her son Xander, she wrote, XANDER, MY SWEET SWEET BABY BOY. MOM WAS WRONG TO HAVE DONE WHAT SHE DID IN THE PAST. AND NOW THE PAST HAS COME TO HUNT ME, I WILL NOT TELL YOU TO MAKE A GOOD LIFE AND LIVE, HELL I WOULDN'T. BECAUSE IF I TRULY LIVED A GOOD LIFE, OLIV