Chapter 74

Tricia POV I sat in the bed that I and Joel shared as I stared at some piece of pizzle that lay on the floor. Tears streamed down my face remembering that this was the same position I sat on when they both were playing. I felt warm hands hold me gently by my shoulders and that was when I realized that Joel was with me in the bed. I quickly cleaned my eyes pretending not to be crying. "How was the meeting? How did it go?" I asked interested to know if anything good came out of the meeting. "I want you to stop crying but hope that we will find them soon and hug them once again. Just hang in there okay" Joel said as he hugged me again bringing out the tears I was trying to keep in place. "Please eat something" I nodded my head sideways. I wasn't interested in eating anything now. All I want right now is to hold and kiss my pups again. "Why don't you take a little rest," Joel suggested, trying to make me lay on the bed. "No darling I don't want to rest. I just want Jayden and Janes