Chapter 34

"Ryan.. I don t understand." I bit my lower lip and said as I looked away from his eyes. I was just in a mess because of everything. "I m telling you to be with me and don t leave. Noel needs his mother" Yeah I could clearly feel it because of the way he cuddled against my body and the way he said he loves me so much. "Alright" I nodded at him as he pressed his lips against mine. Unintentionally I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood up with my toes because he s just so tall. Ryan chuckled because of my action and that made me pinch his neck. Then our kiss became passionate as he pushed his tongue inside of my mouth. "Mommy" I heard Noel s sleepy voice and I quickly pushed Ryan away and went to Noel. "Hey sweetheart. Mommy is here" I kissed his forehead and his cheek. "Daddy is here too" He smiled at Ryan and giggled against my body as he wrapped his little arms around my waist. &