Chapter 28

"Chris..How am I going to find her now?" I have never felt this kind of helplessness. Fuck.. My mind keeps showing me Noah s smile and Julianna s smile. Shit… "I don t know man.." Urghh.. I should find her. Shit. "Maybe she will come to see Noel tomorrow. I don t think she could forget her son s birthday" Yeah, she loved Noel and she will definitely come to see him. Wait.. tomorrow is Noah s death anniversary. She will definitely be there. I ll get her back. "I even called her a prostitute and hurt her. I fucking raped her" I found myself crying for the woman I hurt. My tears came out and I didn t force them back. How am I going to face Noah after what I did to his sister? My heart shattered into pieces everytime I remembered the way Noah congratulated me that day. If he knew that his sister was the one who gave birth to my child.. Shit... "Chris… Take Noel here. I don t want to see that evil woman s face now"