  El&quot;s point of view
  My day begins with a sense of joy and excitement in my heart. He was the first thing I saw when I initially opened my eyes, and I was extra happier because of his effort. Even though I didn't ask him to, I don't know why he did it. I couldn't help but be surprised and my heart warm at the same time since I didn't ask him to get my uniform and prepare our meal.
  I must be the one making the effort because of my shortcoming; due to my one month absence; and because he went to the apartment for two nights to see me but he didn't see me because I wasn't in the apartment. I get guilty in everything but he doesn&quot;t even make me feel like I&quot;m wrong and he&quot;s sulking at me.
  When he open-up about he can&quot;t help not to compare himself to Ivan, I felt saddened for him. It never entered my mind that he was thinking that because I wasn't comparing him f

  Aly and I are now currently at the National Book Store. We are looking for something we can use to make a banner for the soccer tournament tomorrow. This is my first time making a banner so I have no idea how to make it creative. Aly is the one who chooses the ones we will use and we will just share in the cost.
  When we left the mall, we went to her service together because we would go straight to her house. She already asked her parents if she can over night with my apartment and we are grateful and happy to the fact that her parents agreed. This is the first time she asked permission from her parents and I am thankful that she allowed even though I have not seen her parents personally.
  When I get the chance to see Aly&quot;s parents, I will do my best for them to like me for their daughter&quot;s friend. I want them to trust me; I want them to accept me and they don't object to A

  While I waited for her to come, I went to the dining room table and prepared our breakfast. I'm not sure when it'll happen again; I'm not sure when we'll be able to be together again, and I want to make the most of it. Nobody knows when she will fall in love with Ivan, and I'm hoping that when that occurs, I'll be able to forget about my feelings for her.
  While I was waiting for her, I decided to check out my social media accounts, and a photo of them appeared right away. People know Ivan, thus El's status is no longer ordinary when she comes out. Many people now recognize her, and I'm delighted that she's gotten used to the attention she receives from them. We both didn&quot;t want people attention but she was able to face her fears for Ivan.  Ivan was so lucky with El that he didn't have any motive to hurt her, and I didn't know what to do when he did.
  They have a lot of fans, an

El&quot;s point of view
  My day begins with a sense of joy and excitement in my heart. He was the first thing I saw when I initially opened my eyes, and I was extra happier because of his effort. Even though I didn't ask him to, I don't know why he did it. I couldn't help but be surprised and my heart warm at the same time since I didn't ask him to get my uniform and prepare our meal.
  I must be the one making the effort because of my shortcoming; due to my one month absence; and because he went to the apartment for two nights to see me but he didn't see me because I wasn't in the apartment. I get guilty in everything but he doesn&quot;t even make me feel like I&quot;m wrong and he&quot;s sulking at me.
  When he open-up about he can&quot;t help not to compare himself to Ivan, I felt saddened for him. It never entered my mind that he was thinking that because I wasn't comparing him from Ivan. They are both important in my life but I feel differently for them. However, I couldn&quo

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