Chapter 206

　　She began crying, unable to hold it in again any longer. "I don't think I can survive with this knowledge, Baski. I don't think I want to survive... My own skin feels like dirt..." She shook her head miserably. 　　Baski pulled down her underthings, and moved to sit beside her head. She lifted her head and Danika went willingly. Baski hugged her head to her chest, patting her soothingly. 　　"You can never be dirt, Danika. Don't ever say something like that again. Tell me... Do you feel like y-your body was...used?" 　　Danika shook her head slowly, "I don't feel...invaded, and that's the most scary part of it. I don't feel his release on my thighs, only my own wetness and the blood. I don't feel pain in my inner body. I don't know or feel the things he did to my body." 　　"The unknown is threatening to shatter my mind. I will go insane if I have to live with the knowledge of wondering the things he did to me in that state. I... I don't think I can ever live with that. I don't want to l