Chapter 119 "Lakehouse, Party"

Avery P.O.V. I need to go here and tell them how I feel. I should deserve closer and hear from their side of the story. I should give them something before I reject them. I don't want to, but I will set them free from a loser who isn't good for nothing. I am not strong; I am weak. I am not beautiful, but I am average-looking. I am not the tallest, but I do get a big heart. So, here I am, knocking on their secret cabin in the woods. I started to tear up and remember the first time they took me into the woods and into the cabin in the bedroom of Elijah's. I closed my eyes and licked my lips, remembering how they made me feel. I felt beautiful for once in my life. I can remember how gentle Elijah was with me when he took me. I can still feel how wonderful he felt inside me. Then there was Jake; he was an animal after he knew I could take him in. I thought he is the one be the gentle and slow one. But boy, oh, I was wrong, I thought with a blush. He had a rough and fast past when we took