Chapter 9

　　~ Delilah ~ 　　After everything, I still cannot hate him. I knew I fell in love with the wrong person. I was just a fun thing for him, he hurt me again and again. I knew the reason it was because of his parents death, Kayden always blamed me because his parents died while saving me. I don't remember anything about that incident, the only thing I knew was both of my parents and Kayden's parents died on the same day. I was 10 years old and Kayden was 12. I have no idea what happened but I was like him too because I also missed my mommy and daddy but I really loved Kayden from bottom of my heart, but he never loved me he just hated me. His words and every action proved how much he hated me. I really don't understand why I still love him. I should just stop my feelings for him. I was thinking all those things while he was having fun with my body. It really hurts but I had to endure the pain because I didn't want to let him see my weakness. 　　He did everything to my body that could make him happy. I looked at him when he asked me to look at him, his eyes were filled with pleasure and lust. I always loved his eyes because they were so beautiful but those eyes never showed me any love or care so I just looked away as I closed my eyes.. then fell asleep. 　　When I woke up it was already morning but I didn't see Kayden. I got off the bed and started to walk but the pain between my legs never stopped as I came out of the room but no one was there. I walked everywhere in the house but Kayden was gone, he just left me alone in this forest, I sat down on the ground as I looked up, I could see the sky because the part of the roof was made of glass. I didn't have tears to cry, my heart was just broken, broken by the man I loved. I was the wrong one here, he had a girlfriend whom he loved the most and he had everything but I didn't have anything. I was staying at his home, I used his money for everything, grandma is also not my biological grandma and she was also his. So no wonder why I always failed... he hated me, I was just a play thing to him and I knew he would never let me have a peaceful life. 　　I just don't know how to leave this place, I didn't even have clothes. I found a shirt, I knew it belonged to Kayden so I wore the shirt and went out of the house. I didn't even bring that dress back, because those all belong to him. I couldn't find my heels, I don't know what happened to my heels. So I walked through the forest only with a shirt, my feet were hurt and bleeding because I walked without slippers and the cold wind hit my body as I hugged my own self with my hands. I finally managed to come to the road, I looked around but couldn't find a vehicle. I remembered James and wanted to talk to him and tell come to me but I couldn't because of the thing that happened yesterday. So I decided to walk. I finally came to the city, I was so hungry because I didn't eat last night and in the morning. I quickly halted a taxi and got into it. 　　"Madam are you okay? Do you want me to drive you to the hospital?" The driver asked because he saw my feet and the bite marks on my neck. 　　"No just drive me home." With that I told him the address, but I didn't want him to see the house because if he saw the house he'll definitely know the owner of it. Everyone knows who Kayden Quinn and his house are. So he stopped the car, I was about to pay him. I remembered that I didn't have money. 　　"I'm sorry, but could you wait for me? I'll bring money" I said as I looked at him. He was an old man but he had a gentle look. 　　"It's okay Madam, I could tell that you were having a hard time so just forget it." Before I could ask his name or his contact number he left. Then I walked through the road and went through the gate. Kayden's car that he used yesterday was in the garage. I just laughed at myself as I remembered the way he treated me last night. 　　I went into the house and as soon as I entered I saw Kayden was sitting on the sofa and Lisa was also there sitting next to him while resting her head on his shoulder. Is this what I expected? Just don't be a fool Delilah stop loving him, my mind was screaming but I just cannot forget this man. Why can't I be Lisa? I wanted to stay with Kayden like that, I love him with everything and yet why can't he look at me and say one gentle word to me? Lisa was beautiful and maybe Kayden thinks that I'm not that beautiful to be his woman. How am I supposed to look at the man I loved the most while he was with his girlfriend. He must love Lisa so much that's why he didn't want to marry me. Urghh If that's the case I won't ruin their relationship. I sighed and noticed that Lisa's eyes on me and she froze as she looked at me, then she watched me from my head to toe. As for Kayden, he was like he just saw a ghost. I didn't want to stay in front of them because I knew Lisa is his girlfriend and she'll definitely laugh at me and Kayden....... there are no words for him. So I went upstairs and I could feel their eyes on me. 　　"Oh my god... young lady... what happened to you. Your feet are bleeding. Please let me call the doctor." It was Aunty Mary. She is the one who takes care of this house and she always cares for me. I saw tears in her eyes as she looked at my legs. 　　"Nothing happened... don't call the doctor, please I just want to sleep aunty Mary." With that I went to my room and locked the door. My legs are aching because I walked too much today and without shoes, I went to the bathroom and took a warm shower. I couldn't even stand because of the pain in my legs and body. I quickly changed into clothes and went to bed. I just wanted to sleep again. 　　"Delilah…" Thank goodness I locked the door if not I don't know what he will do again. 　　"Can you open the door?" What the hell? Why can't he just leave me alone. I ignored him and slept. Why do I care about someone who always hurts me. 　　I woke up at 2.00 p.m and I was so hungry, As soon as I put my feet on the floor I felt sharp pain. I can't walk because of the wounds. Shit..... but I also can't eat without going down. So I slowly walked. It hurts but I just forget the pain and walk until I come to the kitchen. I looked around and didn't see aunty Mary. So I took an apple from the fridge and turned to leave, then I saw Kayden was looking at me and then turned his attention to the apple in my hand. 　　"Enough?" He asked me as he walked towards me. I only looked down and didn't reply because I don't want to see him right now.