Chapter 19

I quickly put on my pants and when I was about to leave the room I saw Delilah was moving as she touched the empty space that I was laying on. I didn't want to leave her. There was a weird feeling inside of me. I quickly climbed onto bed and hugged her to sleep, she buried her face against my chest as she wrapped her arms around my torso. I kissed her head and pulled her closer to me while hugging her so tightly. I didn't sleep. I stayed with her for hours like that, then at the dawn I decided to leave. I couldn't help but look at her sleeping face. I didn't want to leave her, I felt that I'm losing her but I forced myself to forget that feeling because I knew she'd never leave me. With all those feelings and thoughts I went to my room it was 5.30 a.m but today I had to deal with something important so I quickly changed into my clothes and left the house at 6.00 a.m before I leave the house I again went to Delilah's room and looked at her sleeping face as I kissed her lips. 　　"Wait for me.." with that I left the house. I should fix everything, she was the woman I loved and she also loved me so she will never cheat.. Time has passed but that strange feeling was growing inside of me, I wanted to see my Delilah so badly, so I decided to stop my every fucking work and go home. It was already 3.00 p.m I arrived at home and I quickly went in. Without even thinking anything I strode to Delilah's room. I knocked but she didn't reply so I went in but Delilah wasn't there so I checked the bathroom and she wasn't there too, suddenly fear of losing her came to my mind. My heart was beating so fast. Where is she? My mind was begging me to find her and apologies, when I was about to leave her room, 　　"Looking for Delilah?" It was my grandma's voice. I quickly turned as I looked at her weird expression. 　　"Where is she?" I asked with a voice filled with horror. I was scared. I was really scared now. 　　"She's gone Kayden.. she left in the morning." Left? Me? No I don't believe....my tears came out. This is the second time my tears came out after my parents' death. And all those two times for Delilah. She will never leave me right? 　　"Wh.....where?" I asked as my tears came out. Why did she leave? I believe her, I believe that's my baby, but why? 　　"Why are you crying Kayden? Wasn't it what you always wanted?" No.. it wasn't. My heart aches as I remembered the way she cried yesterday. No.. please I don't want her to leave me. 　　"NO.. I WANT HER AND MY BABY.......PLEASE." I shouted as I started pulling my hair like an insane bastard. I'm going insane without her. I can't.. I want to see her. She's mine. 　　"So now you believe? But wasn't it too late Kayden?" Grandma was crying as she talked to me. 　　"Grandma, I want her back. I love her." I cried as I took grandma's hands. 　　"I know Kayden but you were so cruel to her... she loved you but you pushed her away because of your hatred and it was fake." Grandma wiped my tears as she looked up at me. I sat down on Delilah's bed as grandma sat next to me. 　　"I never wanted you to know the truth about your parents death. To be honest it should be Delilah who must hate you.... because her mother took a bullet for you that day and also her father died while protecting you and his wife." What ? No I never knew. Ahhh my head hurts. What the fuck was that? I can't remember and again I heard that woman's voice through my head. 　　"You don't remember it right? It was because you were only 12 and you saw both of them die in front of your eyes because of that shock and the guilt towards Delilah your mental status became worse. So you started to think about everything and your mind switched everything that happened. You started to hate Delilah because you thought your parents died because of her. But the truth is your parents were killed before coming to save you. It was Delilah's parents who saved you. As for Delilah she was also shocked and she doesn't remember anything about what happened." My head hurts, it was Delilah's mother's pictures.. She had beautiful hair and the same smile that Delilah had..... Damn she was gorgeous and again I saw a man with Delilah's eyes. NOO…. It hurts. I clutched my head so tightly. 　　"Ahh.....it hurts.." I cried from pain, my mind was filled with Delilah's mother's voice. 　　"Kayn ..... run.... hide.. hurry up baby." It was Delilah's mom. Suddenly I heard a gunshot as she hugged me so tightly. 　　"Run...leave me here.. I'll be alright." She spatted mouthful blood and she smiled at me. 　　"Take....care.. of Delilah." It was her last words, she collapsed on the ground, I was so scared and I ran. I left her on the cold ground.... 　　And Delilah's father died before her mother died...... I saw it too, I remembered, I remembered everything now. Someone stabbed him with a knife straight into his heart... At the same time Delilah's mother grabbed me and ran. I looked up at her, she was crying.....