Chapter 93

　　Finally, the time came when we were about to leave. I bid my farewell to the elders, thanking them for everything they had taught me and the boys throughout this year. We all had gone through a lot this year becoming closer to each other with every passing day. Then we left. 　　Throughout the trip, I was mostly silent. All I could think about was seeing Zaden again. I was stuck in the middle of deciding to either giving him a chance to explain himself or trying to move on with Cole. On one hand, he had hurt me so badly that I truly felt like I was dying but on the other hand, I also discovered so many things about myself. 　　I don't know what is going to happen when I go back there? But one thing is certain that I am going to give him a chance to explain himself. That, why he cheated on me. It was a stupid decision to leave just like that, without giving him a chance to explain. I don't want to jump the gun and end up giving him another chance and put my guard down. I know my friends w